I’ve gotten stuck. Stuck in fear. Stuck in `How do I do this?’ Stuck in `Where do I start?’
The issue is this. I have a children’s book. I’ve worked on the story a long time, and recently edited it, dummied it, re-edited it, and now it’s ready to start illustrating. Any number of people have said to me – `You’re an author, an artist, a graphic designer … what’s keeping you from self-publishing?’ Good point.
Each time I sit down to start sketching, I become frustrated. I can see it, but have not been able to make the connection between what’s in my head and the page.
Then I realized I don’t know how I want my illustrations to look. I don’t know how I draw anymore, other than the pen and ink line drawings, which I love. What will my artwork look like in 2023? And then the answer came.
Just draw whatever comes. Whatever I feel like. Get back to playing with different media, and let go of the self-criticism. Above, two sketches – watercolor and ink, then below, Derwent watercolor pencils and ink. I’ve named it “Little Red 2023”. Who knows why Little Red Riding Hood?
Does it matter? I think not.


I love your illustrations, Jeanne! It’s hard to feel blocked, but it sure looks like your choices to “create anyway” were the right ones! Sending love and light. And, of course, my praise and recommendation for Rick Rubin’s book, The Creative Act. XO
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Thanks for the encouragement and support, Kitty. I’m finding that releasing myself from needing to illustrate my book right away, and “just drawing” has me looking much more forward to it! Going to order the book – looks inspiring. Thx. ❤️
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Great to read this! So happy your gifts are flowing!
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Thanks, Kitty – slow as she goes, eh? LOL
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These are great, Jeanne! I so admire people who can draw. I hope to be an artist in my next life:)
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Thanks, Becky. Maybe we can work on something together!!
p.s. Hope you’re surviving the heat down there. Stay cool!
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You never know:)
Yes, the heat is really dragging me down. But I know others have much more difficult situations to face.
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Sorry for the delay. I realize at this point in life/time that almost anything can happen – collaborations, friendships, love … one never knows. We just have to be trusting and open.
Compared to Maui, I suppose Texas isn’t so bad, but still, it’s been awfully hot. There are always others that have more issues to face than we, that’s true. Thankfully, it’s cooling down some here overall. Summer is not my season!
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Yes, I’m looking forward to autumn:)
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I just love these illustrations in this post.
I’m a new follower of your blog after discovering you via Barb’s blog.
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Thanks, Liz, and welcome! There will be more art to come – and other items of a positive nature. I also post a lot of my artwork on Instagram, if you’re there. @jeannebalsam I look forward to seeing you here!
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It will just be here where I will follow you, as I don’t do social media anymore.
I will look forward to reading future posts.
Thank you for the welcome. 😊
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I know that feeling of not being able to get onto paper whatever is in your head! I think you’re approaching it in a good way and I love the illustrations you’ve shared here.
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Thanks, Andrea. The `Do something, anything’ approach is better than staring at the wall or wasting time in meaningless ways. And much more fun, because I am not sitting in judgment of myself. I’m glad you like the art … I have more coming soon.
As always, I hope this finds you well. :-)
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