I’ve gotten stuck. Stuck in fear. Stuck in `How do I do this?’ Stuck in `Where do I start?’
The issue is this. I have a children’s book. I’ve worked on the story a long time, and recently edited it, dummied it, re-edited it, and now it’s ready to start illustrating. Any number of people have said to me – `You’re an author, an artist, a graphic designer … what’s keeping you from self-publishing?’ Good point.
Each time I sit down to start sketching, I become frustrated. I can see it, but have not been able to make the connection between what’s in my head and the page.
Then I realized I don’t know how I want my illustrations to look. I don’t know how I draw anymore, other than the pen and ink line drawings, which I love. What will my artwork look like in 2023? And then the answer came.
Just draw whatever comes. Whatever I feel like. Get back to playing with different media, and let go of the self-criticism. Above, two sketches – watercolor and ink, then below, Derwent watercolor pencils and ink. I’ve named it “Little Red 2023”. Who knows why Little Red Riding Hood?
Does it matter? I think not.









